Lost to be Found

Everything I know
is fading away…
Just like the first ray of sun
Slowly melts
traces of the cold cold snow away

Pages in my history
Are torn
Scattered around like autumn leaves
An unfinished jigsaw puzzle
All I see are fragmented images
Falling to the ground
Losing all meaning
Was it just in my head
Or was it reality
…oh how it hurts…

Feels like Im losing myself
All that’s left standing
Is a skeleton of what was before

Letting go,
Whoever said it was easy
Even if you know deep inside

this is the storm
Before the calm

For I need to clear the clutter
The noise I have accumulated
In between scenes
And the many takes repeated
Just to get the frame right
Yes, the white noise too
For no one gave me a blue print
The road to myself

I am an explorer
And I’m losing myself
To be found again…